Reflecting on the entries I've written these past two weeks, I'm struck by their immediacy, their diary-like accuracy and the openness with which I've shared my perceptions. I think this move has been catalytic for me. I don't think I've felt such a lack of shame and fear about recording my experiences or such a push to explore their effects on me. I am utterly absorbed in now. I don't want this approach to life to be a temporary effect. I want it to stay this way.